Posts Tagged ‘Rants’
WTF Trolls!
Hey Everyone,
Naota here with another episode of what frosts my muffins. It has been quite a while since my last rant but I think it is time to write something new.
WARNING: This article contains Language that may not be suitable for people under the age of 30. You have been warned.
Over the past couple of months I have been getting some interesting comments on my blog pertaining a blog I have written back in September of 2009 with the title Retarded Cry Babies. These comments appear to be by friends and possibly family members of the Douche Nozzle the blog entry was written about.
I have written comments back explaining my reasons why I wrote the article and I keep getting flack back. I have to love those thread necros who troll sites bringing shit up that has happened years in the past. Left the fucking shit be. Don’t throw fuel on the perverbial fire. I find it funny how people who are not directly involved get involved in something.
I have to say WTF. I hate trolls. I have had it with these shit eating ass spelunking trolls who are trying to start a major shit STORM. I have offically ended the comment thread on that blog article because I am tired of this bullshit. FUCK OFF you golden crested dildocorns. Why don’t you do something creative with your time other than trolling my own blog?
This is my blog, my rules and I have the right to maintain the integrity of the blog as I see fit. I have the right to my own opinion and if you don’t like it leave. No one is taking you by the arm and forcing you read my blog. You can fine many blogs online that will suit our own fancy. I think you should go out and get a mother fucking damn life. If you want to read an article about Forum Moderation which also applies to personal websites. then check it out.
I have already wrote an article called FLAMMING TROLLS OF DOOM. I have had exprienced this shit in the past and you know what? I don’t like it.
You are entitled to your own opinions on what you think of may. Wether it is a good opinion or bad I am not going to loose any sleep over it because I am me and that is that.
I am done with this bull shit. Let sleeping giants rest. Keep the past in the past and worry about the present. I don’t need to get an ulcer because of some pussy fart who wants to start trouble.
I am done with this episode of what frosts my muffin. I know it was short but some times its not the quantity but the quality.
Naota.
Anger and Laundry
Another day off another day of work. Today was laundry and cleaning day. I woke up around 1 in the afternoon. I was able to get my clothes ready and I loaded my clothes in the car. I took out some trash from when I was cleaning my room out last week. I had a bit of an issue taking the trash out. The bag broke and it took me about 10 minutes to clean up the trash in the apartment complex’s parking lot.
Around 3pm My mom and Myself left to go to the store to get laundry detergent and bottled water. On the way to the store some retard decided they were going to honk their horns while I was waiting for a parking spot. I wound up starting to yell and scream obscenities out the window. My mom looked at me and was like WOW. After parking we went into the store and bought the laundry detergent and a 5 gallon bottle of water. From there We stopped at burger king.
I pulled up to the drive through and placed my order. 2 orders of chicken fries, 1 large onion rings and 1 large coke. The order taker made it a combo and I was able to pay cheaper. I pulled up to window 2 and the bitch behind the counter tried to stiff me my food. She was trying to give me 1 order of chicken fries, onion rings and soda. I was like there is supposed to be 2 twelve piece chicken fries. and she was like that is not what I read. I was like Aparrently you can not read because I ordered 1 chicken fry combo with onion rings and a large coke with another order of chicken fries. She gave me the rest of my order and I went to the laundromat.
I dropped off my clothes and it took me about 10 minutes to find 3 machines to do my clothes. Once I started the laundry to be cleaned that I found out that I wasn’t given the right amount of onion rings. The Bitch only filled 1/2 a large onion ring box. I was pissed. I didn’t go back because I didn’t feel like arguing with them. About 30 minutes later I was doing cleaning the clothes and It took me another 10 minutes to find 3 empty driers. I had to put the clothes in for 64 minutes because I had to over load the driers.
I was surprised. They were all dried within the correct time. Next we left. I arrived home after 6:40 pm. We were out for 3 hours. I brought my clothes up and I ate some meat loaf for dinner. I then retired to my room where I started to work on my taxes. Lets just say that this year was good for me tax wise. I will submit my taxes sometime next week that way I know I won’t overdraft my account.
I continued to clean my room. I currently have about 5 percent to go. I will prolly work on that after I write this post. But for now I think I am done for now. I will go a head finish cleaning then go to bed. Night everyone.
Anal Leaking Cronies
Radio Controlled Mayhem
After a long day at work, I like to come home and unwind. Sometimes, I go on the computer and play some video games. Other times I just surf the web and work on projects like HV Anime Club and other hobbies of mine. In some rare cases I just come home, eat dinner and just go straight to sleep. Those are just ways unwind and relax.
For some of you know have been followers of my blog you know I am into a whole range of hobbies from watching anime, reading manga, playing MINI’s, web design, Forum and Website Moderation, computer repair, networking, Magic the Gathering and Radio Controlled Vehicles. I do this to keep me occupied and to enjoy life and relax.
The other night I had a bit of a mishap while working on my TRAXXAS E-MAXX RC Monster Truck. Somehow the Electronic Speed Control short circuited causing one of my RC Batteries to explode on me. Now I would like to clear up some things first. The First thing is that the battery didn’t physically explode on me. The battery cooked and boiled to hot that it caused a thermal reaction inside it that it was starting to blow out steam and nearly explode. Now I was fast with my reflexes to put the battery in a bucket of water so that it it did explode and spew its battery acid everywhere the water would neutralise the acid so I can safely dispose of the item properly.
Since that incident, I was able to fully fix the rear bulk heads on the E-Maxx and remove the Speed Control. I then fixed the transmission gear in the HPI RS4-1 nitro rc car I have. As I was working on that car I wound up installing the gear, fixing the receiver battery pack wiring and work on the front steering. The Steering is still sluggish but I will slowly work on that. I have all the time in the world after work and on my days off to try to figure out what is going on with that steering.
I believe that the server may be damage and needs to be replaced. What I am going to do is unhook the server arm from the servo and see how fast it responds. If the reaction time is fast then I will wok on the linkage and other steering components until the steering is fast enough for an RC car to be.
Other than that with the steering I have put in the Fail Safe so that if the car looses radio contact it will safely being the car down to a safe stop. The only thing left to do is safely mount the battery and run the engine to see how the car runs overall. Now, I did try to attempt to start the engine. Unfortunately, the glow plug igniter didn’t have ample amount of charge to crank the engine over. I will charge it and then see if the engine starts.
Well, it is now officially 2 days since that incident with the batteries and the ESC. I did email Traxxas support with the information about the issue. I did receive a response back. Stating it sounds like an issue with the esc. I need to send the part in with a 20 dollar money order for warranty work and shipping. Now that is a good deal considering the part that fried is about 190 bucks brand new. So if this save me money I am all up to save money. The only thing that wasn’t mentioned was the replacement of the 180 dollars worth of batteries that died on me. I am waiting for a response back.
Now the only thing left for me to do is wait till Thursday, write up the 20 dollar money order, take the faulty ESC and mail it to Traxxas with Priority Mail with insurance and Delivery Confirmation to make sure that it arrives to them within a couple of days and to make sure that they did get the product.
At this time I am going to get going. I am really tired and I need to get some sleep. Good night everyone.
More Random Thoughts…
Hey everyone:
Naota here with another personal blog entry. I haven’t written a blog of this nature in quite time and I thought it was long over due. So I now write some random thoughts and possible items that frosts my muffin. No I don’t care if anyone reads this blog but I need to vent some steam off so I am writing it down. If I get any legit comments and concerns great, its a plus, if not oh la-ti-da well. Shit happens.
Lately, I have been down. Not like sitting down or laying down, or getting down and boogie. I mean just down. feeling sad and depressed. I know depression is serious and what not, but I find writing down my emotions online in my own little world do help and that is what I am currently doing right now.
Last week I finished watching the anime series Shuffle. The series is a great series. It has a great Deal of comedy, a good story line, some standard predictable moments and a decent ending. While watching the Shuffle I was paying attention to some of the dialogue that the characters were saying. After listening to the dialogue and replaying it a couple of times I had to agreed to what the dialogue was.
In the series the main character makes a startling epiphany in which he realised his major flaw. His flaw was making everyone around him happy. While he tried doing it, he was blind to what was going on. He was blind to see that he was hurting his friends as well as himself. He stated something that I think was pretty good and hold true. “I try to make everyone happy. In doing so I hurt the ones I love as well as myself. I need to make myself happy for once.”\
That was the plain gist of what the main character in shuffle was conveying. After watching that scene, I stopped the series at the point and I started to think. Now mos of you know that when i start to think, I start to get in trouble mentally and I think of crazy and stupid things that can potentially get me in trouble.
While analysing the meaning that the main character was conveying, it really clicked to me. It reminded me of how I am. I guess what he said was true. I feel like that is what is happening to me. I try to make everyone happy. Make them laugh and have fun and what not and I wind up making them happy or enjoy the company and what not and I myself is put to the back burner. Basically, I am not happy. I make everyone happy but my happiness is not there.
Now I know what your saying, Naota, you look like your always happy. You crack those jokes, you laugh, you hang out with your friends, you seem to be doing okay. But, now in reality, it is much different. I am a man who wears many masks. Facades. I put on many facades to indicate different moods.
When I am with friends I have one façade. When I am with co-workers or customers there is another façade. Another for family, and others for different occasions.
Now you may look at me and say you look happy, you look like your enjoying your time. In most cases, I am having fun, I am enjoying my time. But deep down inside, I am not happy. No, not at happy. It eludes me. It runs away like a runnaway train Its like the lyrics to Soul Asylum’s song Runaway Track.
Call you up in the middle of the night
Like a firefly without a light
You were there like a slow torch burning
I was a key that could use a little turningSo tired that I couldn’t even sleep
So many secrets I couldn’t keep
Promised myself I wouldn’t weep
One more promise I couldn’t keepIt seems no one can help me now
I’m in too deep
There’s no way out
This time I have really led myself astrayCHORUS
Runaway train never going back
Wrong way on a one way track
Seems like I should be getting somewhere
Somehow I’m neither here no thereCan you help me remember how to smile
Make it somehow all seem worthwhile
How on earth did I get so jaded
Life’s mystery seems so fadedI can go where no one else can go
I know what no one else knows
Here I am just drownin’ in the rain
With a ticket for a runaway trainEverything is cut and dry
Day and night, earth and sky
Somehow I just don’t believe itCHORUS
Bought a ticket for a runaway train
Like a madman laughin’ at the rain
Little out of touch, little insane
Just easier than dealing with the painRunaway train never comin’ back
Runaway train tearin’ up the track
Runaway train burnin’ in my veins
Runaway but it always seems the same
With that Said and done. It makes sense on what was conveyed on that anime series. I am sad. I am not happy. In fact I am actually empty inside. Why do you think I work on so many projects I work on? I work on HV Anime, – Echelon Computers, Computer repair, Networking, RC Cars, and other projects. I do it to keep my mind active and Not to think on the bad things. Like the things that I am missing and what not.
Now For the most part I am depressed cause I don’t have a girlfriend. I am longing for love and affection. That is different than the attention and fun i get with friendships but it doesn’t complete me. I am not fully whole. there is a piece of me missing in which I am trying to fulfil.
When I go out and see other people in a relationship. I cringe. I look at them and I think, That is what I want. Sometimes it makes me mad. Mad like WHEN WILL IT BE MY TURN. Other Times I will be like Get the fuck away from me, I don’t want to see it. At that point in time, I get sad and I don’t talk. I kind of space out and become quiet.
That is when I think. WHY oh Why am I forsaken like this. When Will it be my turn to be happy. I want to be happy. I don’t want to be depressed. It sucks balls.
Now I have tried looking for a girlfriend, I have tried not looking, I done almost everything. Still no luck. Now I Know things work out in mysterious ways. But I get mad and sad where I just go and sit by myself and become self loathing and even more depressed.
Like right now when I am writing this, I am struggling to come up with words to write my emotions down on an electronic media. But It does feel better to get this out off my chest. Perhaps I can get a better nights sleep now without any interruption of bad dreams and my mind wandering.
I guess I will have to see if I can Aim to make myself happy. But I cannot guarantee anything at this point in time. But I guess only time will tell.
Another Item that is making me depressed is that a good buddy of mine is moving away. Lord Moroii is moving down to the east coast of florida. Yes Florida. 1250+ miles away from where he is now. That fucking sucks major balls. It will suck not being able to hang out with him. Play card games, Video Games, Drink Alcohol and just enjoy life with.
I have given my express and views about his situation. Hell I have given him my opinions about him moving away and tried my fucking hardest to persuade him to stay. I have offered him the opportunity to stay at my house. There is plenty of room and he could stay here close to his good friend and family and still have a place to stay.
Now his decision is final. I still feel bad that he is moving and I couldn’t of persuaded him to stay but I will have to use my own cliché. “You have to do what you have to do.” He will be missed but I know where he will be, I will do my best to visit so have fun with him and our other friends. But It won’t be the same when he leaves here.
Our clique will have an empty hole in it. But I guess that would be inevitable since he is moving. I hope he moves back up here because I know this is hurting at least 5 people up here with him moving out of state.
But there is one thing I can assure you, We will keep in touch with Him and I know I will make it an effort to go down and visit him on some of my vacation time from work.
Now with that said and done I have yakked my mouth off too much. now it is 1500 words and this so far is my longest post. I hope this sheds some light on when you look at me and ask if things are alright and I give a smirk and nod yes. It just means that there is allot on my mind and I am not going to talk about it.
It is now 1:44 am, I am going to finish setting this post up and go to bed. I have work tomorrow and I am not really looking forward to it. But I need the money. The bills don’t pay themselves. And that may be another possible blog entry. Who knows. I guess we shall see.
Naota: out…